Let life run smoothly.
I've wanted to write this for such a long time, but I feel full with so much mixed emotions inside.
You make me laugh and also free, the feeling I so long to be.
I feel you are so close to me, which gives me a reason to shine so beautifully. When I think of you there is a smile on my face, thinking of all the stupid things we done at my place. See, even right now I'm struggling to express myself.
My feelings for you are beyond any words and anything else.
I feel like a victim of slavery. Trapped at you feet, as you make the decisions of what can and can't be, waiting for my freedom to be released to rejoice in victory.
I said to you before, are love is like Shakespeare's sonnets;
Complicated difficult yet beautiful.
But when we fight, all I can think of is the tragedy in all that he writes.
I feel like I've given up on the love between you and me because you want your own freedom and not to be trapped in my company. So I've decide to give up, as only hurt comes as a result of what we do……. I'm not going to give into temptation when it calls me too.
It's for me to stop entertaining any foolish idea that we are together. When this is not true, as you breeched that contract, remember that covenant we made together. I know your laughing thinking of the law we do.
But seriously I think you still want to play around, you know find the one for you.
You see, I don't want anything from you….
You don't see the hurt within me even though i am entitled to a remedy.
I value you ……… even though you're not my property.
This feeling does not come often and I hope to see someone make you free as you once made me. This is to let life run smoothly.
I love you and leave you.
