I was absolutely gob smacked by what I was seeing, I did not hallucinate or see anything that shouldn’t be there, what I mean was I took some of this speed and I started to read the bible because I was bored. It was while I was reading the bible I was getting a clear picture and making sense what it was saying in some parts.
I realised it was like reading Aesop's fables, the stories in the bible was like reading ancient Greek mythology.
To me this was all amazing, since the last time I read the bible it didn’t make any sense at all, it was as if, I was given some hidden knowledge to be able to unscramble the messages that I saw in the bible. I could not stop reading it.
I told people about what I had seen and what was really happening in the bible, but as you have guessed they all thought I was lunatic and junkie.
I could not get any one else to see what I was seeing and that was sad to me because I knew I was on to some thing fantastic here. At the time I was trying to get a clear picture of what the bible was saying to me, I noticed a lot of other people were trying to decode the bible and getting hidden messages from it. So it was not just me doing this there were others like, Michael Drosnin, and other people from all over the world took an interest in what was going on with the bible having hidden meanings.
This all seemed to me like an awakening, I could see people from all walks of life realising a new millennia, it was fast becoming a new sensation to know what was going on in the world and what the bible really means to people.
I also realised that I needed to come of the amphetamines and try to read the bible with a clear mind, I did just that and approached it with a coherent manner.
I can really say I learned a lot from the bible, I noticed one thing very important, and that was the main question the bible tries to ask, if you read the beginning of the book and read where it says in genesis, that god questioned Adam and Eve about the forbidden fruit that they both ate, God asks Adam why he listened to Eve, and Adam replies, “it was that woman you put here for me she told me to eat it”.
By this answer alone that God was very upset that Adam had listened to Eve that made God very angry. The understanding I had learned from that was that Adam had disrespected god’s commands, and put his trust in Eves instead.
The whole idea of the word respect comes into place when I read the bible. I know people work on the emotion of love to make good of what is bad, but I don’t think it was Gods idea to use love as a tool to defeat evil.
What I am getting at here is the thought that nearly all man and womankind are led to believe that love cures all.
When in fact it breaks all, it tears people’s hearts apart, it destroys souls, and it deceives and misguides us into a blind relationship that never really lasts.
Love is a feeling that should never be trusted; love is a desire that shatters mens hearts when we are rejected by the one who shows us no love at all.
Love is a conqueror that kills the spirit and takes the soul from humankind, love is all that lends itself to vanity and selfishness, for it is love that keeps you from being free.
If you love some one then you should let them be free from your desires to make them your own. We cannot make ourselves to be enslaved by the feeling s of love.
The way I understand love is that it is not a good thing if this is what comes of listening to our hearts instead of respecting Gods word. I think God would rather humankind respect him than love him. As love can easily be given freely through compassion or care without any real effort, though respect is something completely different, and its respect that you have to earn, and I think God would rather us learn a lesson in earning something rather than trying to find something that we all was born with in the first place that gives love, and that is a heart, why would God try to teach us love when we have that feeling already at birth.
Its just some people choose to be careless with there hearts and use it for there own self worth and vanity.
