Today is July 23, 2008
The days are going by too quick anymore. When you mourn, it's never end. I am proof of that. Eleven years and over five months, I am in mourn. Nothing at all can ever fill this spot of lose. Fighting does weaken you. Makes you feel hopeless. It seems as if there's nothing that can be done. I have been hit hard by this tragedy , the wound is deep. Engraved within me, as a scar upon the skin.
Today I wake up and those years still on my mind. I go about my routine. I await for answers.
Today like yesterday, the day before and so on. I am scared. Scared to mourn the rest of my life. I know that I will do so until I see. To see for myself that there has been no harm put upon my mourn. My mourn needs to see that I still Love and I am still strong. My mourn also needs to know…… I have always been there for them. Thinking of them all day long.
