I did not like this, people stared at me all the time and started talking to me for no reason, just coming over to me and asking me questions about god. What did I know about god? Absolutely nothing. What could I tell them. I don’t know anything, but what I as getting in my head was a message to try and stay a bit longer. Some thing in my head was telling me to get more time and stay for another two weeks, I didn’t understand what was happening, I thought I was ok, I thought my breakdown was gone and this place was sanctuary, but I started to have voices in my head again telling me to ask the prison warden if I could stay another two weeks, I didn’t know what to do, I wanted to trust the voices and do what they where telling me, as I thought it was god talking to me. This confusion got the better of me because I ignored the voices and choose to be rational and left the open prison on my released date which was the second of January 2000. 2/1/2000 or 1/2/2000 American version. Two weeks later after leaving the prison, I was at my mothers house where I was to reside while waiting for my own place to live, with my son. My father was calling on the telephone my mother answered it and said to me your dad wants you to watch the news on t.v and read the national news papers. The news on the television said that the word of God was found written in the tree at NORTH SEA CAMP PRISON. A tree at the prison as been fenced off and authenticated by a rabbi priest a muslim and catholic priest and the prison wardon and the govermant minister for H.M.prisons, to be seen that the name Allah can be clearly seen written by the branches of the tree. This miracle was witnessed by a young boy from my home town of all places who is a prisoner at the camp, and told the prison staff, http://www.hoolet.org.uk/28hoolet/forteana.htm.
I missed this and I knew it was going to, I took the letters from NORTH SEA CAMP and rearranged them (ANOTHER MAP COS). So I went to the Greek island of Kos or Cos either way, and I took a photo of a windwill at Kos and on that photo is the Hebrew word “Hod” which means the messenger or messiah.
I took a normal picture and yellow writing on the photo picture said Hod. At the island some dogs met me of the bus when I got of the plane to my accommodation, these dogs was waiting at the bus stop and they followed me to my apartment. They stayed with me all the time on my holiday, and they was at the bus stop when I left for the airport at 3.30am. to say goodbye to me. i wanted to put the picture on here but it is to big, to show where it said Hod on the photo, it is a bit weird, I just took th pic of the windmill and at the bottom of the pic is a bush next to the windmill the word hod is in the bush written across the bush in yellow or light green it shouldn’t be there by nature or science but it is, it is truly amazing. I am now back at home five years later. With two lumps on my palm of my hands, I think they are called diabetic duypitrons. Anyway they look like nail marks, ha ha, also it says in Hebrew that jesus will be reconised by his number 888 I am the eight child from my mother and the youngest, I lived at that address which was number 8, my last name surname begins with the eight letter of the alphabet (H) also my date of birth is the eight month of the calander I am 8888. I have a scare on my right side by way of an operation it is eight inches long (lol) the scare I mean. People see me in a very complicated way they cannot figure me out as I am very nice and caring and may be too soft at times but they say I have an angel with me. nearly all the people who know me or meet me look into my eyes and see something different about me, not madness or insanity but kindness and something Angelic they say.i get this all the time when I meet people, it really irritates me and I want all this madness to stop. The photo in Kos was also witnessed by other people who are amazed at it, I wished I could show you, if i know some one knows how to shrink a photo image I will put it on here. Right now in my life I live with my son who is fifteen and as had to put up with me telling him all this stuff that as happened, and because I have proof of the photo he came to Kos with me and he saw the dogs as well, even he had to admit it was all getting crazy. He is very confused and so is the rest of my family, but he still as faith in me and knows I am not mad. He loves me very much I am his dad, and I am very proud of him for standing by me. any one else would have ran a mile away from me by now. Lol.so the situation at the moment is I have amassed a wealth of knowledge from the bible decoded about revalation and what it is and who Satan is and whats going to happen. The funny thing is it all makes perfect sense what I have decoded it cannot be flawed like some other stories you hear about the bible being decoded, I can literally show you where it says in the bible that the royal family in uk is satans throne, you will be amazed what I can show you in the bible and what it says, i have shown others and they are very impressed and literally shocked by what I have shown them, I don’t know if I have a kind of hind sight given to me by god but I do know that what I see in the bible is a good thing and not a bad thing like what the vicar said when I showed him the bible and pointed the scripture out to him and showed him the hidden message he laughed at me and said “yes it does say that what you decoded but it is satans work not mine”. I must not do it again.
Since all this madness as taken place I have been to see five shrinks many doctors and taken no medication or alchaol as I don’t drink it, I don’t do drugs at all, or smoke that rubbish called weed, I do smoke ciggerettes. And I like my food. Mmmmmmmmm. But I am not obese I am healthy for my height and weight, I do have diabetes, insulin injections. And yes I do think I am INSANE. Please help.
The doctors and all but one shrink said I am not mad or schizo but just a scholor of the bible when I showed them the hidden messages. And if I wish I can carry on doing what I do with the bible and keep getting the messages as I am not doing any harm to my self or any one else. One shrink said I was schizotypal and need to take strong medicine, and electric shock treatmeant to my brain. I told that shrink what to do with his medicine and the electro mind blowing shit and where to shove it. So he can get some insight and reconsider is diagnosis. And that he was playing in his little bubble on cloud nine where the cuckwhoos and chipmunks play merrily and psychoticly with him and his co. workers all high on crack cocaine. So now I am forever lost and in deep despair as to what to do.please help me.
