I remembered the time it happened. I was there, always hoping to see her. Just a glimpse of her makes my heart pound. I couldn't explain the feeling deep inside me. I don't know why. What's in her that makes me feel this way?
Never in my life had I been so inspired; each day brings new excitement, hoping to see once again my one true love. I gazed around, as if nothing's more important but catch her in my sights. The day would not be complete without seeing her presence. Great. Will this go away?
Time went by and all I can do is sigh. My mind's confused how shall I deal with this? I wrote her a letter, dared not approach her. Again, I don't know why, I'm out of my mind.
One day I got the opportunity and I approached her. Nothing's so sweet but that inviting smile. I bowed my head mustered my strength. Hello, I said, but my speech was so staid. I talked a lot but none about my intentions. How could I be so demure, hooh, I'm so overwhelmed.
Since then every time we met, she would pose that smile, but I can't respond. How can I be so stupid I never did approach her. For lack of confidence to chat with her again.
Then end of semester came and there was respite. I was still hoping that we'll meet. T'was a time the longest I think. I kept on thinking of her and resolved to do something about this.
Come next semester, I learned she transferred. How can that happen, I never expected. Who's to blame, who's to be blamed. It was so painful, my mind never at ease.
I never saw her again, the rest of my life. I was so sad, it took years to forget. How can be a love so pure end this way. It would have been exciting, inspiring and true. Truly, my love's gone and I'm to blame.
I hope she reads this and forgive me for what I did (or did not do).
